flu and& cough.
8:52 PM - Monday, January 25, 2010
what eli and& me did for values education
urgh. woke up this morning to find that i was coming down with a serious flu and& cough. these days suck for me big time, seriously. first, i FLEW during PE on thursday and ended up with bruises all over me. then now i'm sick. wonderful. and& finding out something today made my day much worse. i can't believe what i saw actually. but yeah, the facts are there. hmmm...Parent-Teacher Meeting on friday went well i guess. had encouragement from ms cher. it's awesome to know that she believes in me. i need all the support i need. somehow, i feel bad towards two particular teachers. first one is because i hurt her emotionally. WHOA. second one, i think i just need to learn to accept her as much as i can. (writer's block...) shit. i'm stuck. i have no idea on what to write about. hmmm... oh yeah. there's air rifle tomorrow. competition's coming up real soon. more trainings. great... like i can cope with my studies. that's it peepos. peace!
anger+sadness.
7:45 PM - Tuesday, January 19, 2010
okay. i wanna talk about why am i feeling all pissed and& upset. seriously, i can't handle it anymore. i failed math and& biology test. wonderful huh? anyway, ms ho was like super encouraging. she didn't scold or anything. she still was positive to me. i felt happy. but biology? wow. "nicky, you did horribly for your test." thanks a lot. super encouraging. what a way to start off. because of that teacher (i shall not name who), my whole of yesterday was ruined. she said so many hurtful things and& she didn't even believe me. best thing she said? "your brother is much better than you now." i swear the moment she said that, i could literally feel my face and& hands super hot. what to do? i have a teacher who is not supportive at all. fml.
anyway, it's obvious i've been really busy these days. school work and& all. i didn't even have time to use my lappy. the only reason why i can find time to blog is because i'm doing my F&N coursework. so yeah. hmmm... anyway, hopefully i can change english class. please please say yes.
to tracy, it's not self-proclaimed. I AM AWESOME! don't be jealous. and& you DO have LCOG (Low Center Of Gravity). admit it. we all know that. and& yes, you are the CKP! haha.
i've been waiting for your reply. i thought you were gonna be there for me when i needed you. i don't know who else i can turn to. but you weren't there.
okeh. that's it. PEACE!
hectic life.
10:09 PM - Saturday, January 9, 2010
it's been a while since i've updated my blog. this is the first post this year. hmmm... i haven't been having the time to update my blog. that's why. first week in school, i guess it really sucks. a lot of things have been happening that i really hate and& at the same time, i don't wish to talk about it.
i just totally hate that asshole for all her lies. seriously, come on. don't try to be nice to me and& act like nothing has happened. i know many things already. urghhh.
okeh. so yeah. went to the polytechnic's open house. went to temasek poly, nanyang poly and& ngee ann poly. nanyang is not really my choice. so yeah. i wanna go to temasek poly! they have so many interesting courses there. and& their school is huge and& awesome! nanyang's kinda boring. ngee ann has so many awesome cca! but only a few courses i like... yeah, kinda stressed out about O levels already. so much pressure.
anyway, today went to school super early because had to finish up the speech presentation next friday for sec1 orientation about the shandong trip. did the work with eli, hoyang and& yangchung. had a lot of laughter. finished up the speech. then had flag day. i swear, the people here are super stingy. we made a song. extracted and& modified from the song by david archuleta. "tell me why, it's so hard to donate. don't remind me, i'm not over it. tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth. i'm just a little pissed off with you." HAHAHA! it was hilarious. ate at macd. then i was sitting on a rock. i started singing One Time, with that sad sad face and& holding up my donation bag. HAHA! then there was this hot girl that came to donate to me. it was super awesome! went back to school. stayed back to finish up on the powerpoint slides. yeahhh.
went home, showered. went out to novena for dinner. their service sucks but the food was not bad. hmmm...
why do good girls like bad boys?
okeh, i'm done here. peace!
