Poly life is hectic but meeting amazing new friends with different personalities. Just hope I can keep up with studies. Hmmm...
Family... Well, I seriously don't know if I should even use that word anymore. No one understands me. And when I need my bro here now, he's at camp. I feel bad for shouting at grandma last night but I couldn't take it anymore. She always has the mindset that I care more about my friends than family. Well, what she doesn't know? I turned down many offers to go out and have dinner just so I can have dinner with her and make sure she eats properly. But she doesn't know what I've been doing. Fine. So I guess since she thinks that way that I don't care at all, then I won't even bother coming home for dinner everyday. See who really cares about her from now. I feel mean but I'm so sick of being treated like some kinda outsider.
With that being clear, I shall just go and sleep at 2pm now. k bye.