It's been quite a while since I blogged.
Guess who's worth for me to blog about today?
YES IT'S MY BROTHER!!!
Frankly, I don't give a shit if you read this.
At least you even bother stalking me THIS MUCH that you keep coming back to my blog after not touching it for so long.
When friends come over or when I feel hungry and decide to buy lunch, I ALWAYS ASK YOU and buy food for you.
When you wake up earlier than me or anything, you don't bother asking me what I want.
Usually, you'll just make bread.
Even when you ask (and make it sound like you're actually gonna be bothered to buy food for me), you end up saying you don't wanna buy because of this and that.
But simply you're just too lazy and don't give a fuck to leave texting your slut for a few minutes to get food for me.
I DARE YOU ALL TO SAY I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE FAMILY. I DARE YOU ALL TO.
When I come home and even buy food or anything for the family, you all don't even bother.
When I go out for ONE DAY, you all say I NEVER come home AT ALL.
SO OVER DRAMATIC seriously.
Why I start to not care about the family anymore?
Grandma only calls you out to eat and all. SHE NEVER BOTHERS TO CALL ME AT ALL.
How do you expect me to feel?
Oh ya I AM THAT UNGRATEFUL KID ONLY WHAT RIGHT.
You've NEVER been in my shoes so you wouldn't know what it feels like to not even be cared about by my own family members.
Don't give me all that crap about "This family is not my family and all that shit"
WE WERE ONCE CLOSE.
You lost that because you backstabbed me one too many times.
Telling on me for everything that was meant to be kept secret. EVERYTHING.
How do you expect me to even trust you or be close to you anymore?
If you do, I think you're just living in your self-delusional world that EVERYONE IS SUPPOSED TO RESPECT AND BOW DOWN TO YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS RIGHT.
How did you lose Mommy?
Well, let's not talk about that ya?
I know things that you think I don't. So it's not my part to say. HAHA.
So who else do you have left? OBVIOUSLY YOUR BELOVED GRANDMA.
She always believes you're the model grandchild and you're always right what.
So no matter what you do, you're still right.
I DARE YOU TO SAY THAT YOU DON'T HAVE ANY FAMILY MEMBERS.
I CAN SAY THAT. KNOW WHY?
I lost you because you backstabbed me and lost my respect and trust.
(you still only have that bit of respect from me simply because you're my older brother)
I lose Mommy to her boyfriend in Batam.
I lost Grandma, to you.
Because no matter how much or what I do, it can never compare up to what you do for her.
Hasn't that always been the case?
You don't see it because you're the receiving end. But too bad for me huh?
Yeah I'm bitchy or an ungrateful brat, whatever.
I'm just saying this because I'm literally alone.
You don't even give a shit about me or my well-being.
So you don't even bother. So if you don't, Grandma wouldn't.
And Mommy's in Batam so YAY FML.
So before you decide to say anything about FAMILY, THINK AGAIN.
YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO SAY WHATEVER YOU SAID.
I see anything on FB, that's it.
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